we suffer for serving in an inefficient organisation. yea 3g my ass, what a waste of resources. u want pride in serving in such an organisation, think again man
why give me so much trouble when i'm abt to ord. why why why why why? to inform me that i have to go to thailand for freaking 31 days in the morning and to get my passport ready in the afternoon. to push the blame on everybody and the arrows start flying and blatant lies and empty promises from merely less than 3 weeks to a fucking 31 days when i am the fucking victim. yea u get your job done, your boss doesn't screw you, your ass is covered while me and my friend toil our way in the hot lands of thailand, suffering and worried with not even a slightest idea of what lies ahead. yea, we are gg to be the signallers for the last 31 days of the rangers course. yea mind you its the rangers course.
i hate it when i am being told last minute about it, i fucking hate it. And to think we may not be getting overseas allowance just because we are NSF, an insignificant and unimportant type of cheap labourer who covers the jobs of those regulars with fat pay cheques and making up maybe 80% of the organisation.
u want pride in serving in such an organisation, u think they are impressive looking and they uphold the honourable tasks of defending our land with their might and with their lives, u think they are fit and train hard and uphold justice in every corner of our little land, think again man. let me unveil that facade for you.
most of the so-called soldiers are just uneducated people who will most likely be unemployed and unable to sustain their families if they were working in the public sector (which may lead to domestic violence). most of them drink excessively and smoke excessively and spend their times in camp in the canteen drinking teh and kopi-oh. most of them are fat and unfit and are even the proud owners of their beer belly due to their excessive alcohol concumption. which leads me to wonder how do they even clear their ippt every year. cheating? connections? many of them are involved in cases of drink driving and there is a significant amount of people who commit suicide just that the organisation is so powerful that it is able to play down all these incidents.
for trainees who give their utmost respect to the sergents and officers who tekan them and conduct stand-by beds for them and call them 'sergeant' or 'sir' endearingly, maybe u shld take a look at their bunks. and realise that it is fit for only a pig to live in. for trainees who like me are gg to thailand to suffer outfield, think abt where some of the regulars might be. yea they are most probably in K town fucking some thai prostitutes ( with a rotation shift) while you are digging that shell scrape of yours. and yea tax payers, thats where all your money have gone to. cold hard cash all stuffed in the boobs of the prostitutes or shuffed up their wet pussies. for girls who want to fulfill their life long fantasy of marrying a soldier boy, think abt where your future husband might be when he claims that he is overseas 'training'.
just my luck. suck my thumb.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Saturday, July 4, 2009
sooo many things to blog about recently
i just went to geylang to have a look at my new environment. its not exactly the kind of environment i wld want to live in, its messy, noisy, bustling with crowds at every corner of the streets doing all kinds of trade, and theres heavy traffic along the main roads with cars finding difficulty parking in the side lanes. i wld very much prefer some quieter place. i'm just glad i dun have a sister or i have to wait for her at the bus stop every night to escort her home lol. every guy stares at girls walking down the streets, wondering if they are prostitutes (even i do the same lol)
haha geylang feels like the night streets of taiwan instead. Wad a change in environment. no more quiet night walks to take. but at least i can take consolation in having a big room on my own. and the many varieties of food the place can offer.
i had just quit from the band committee, cuz i dun really like the leadership and i find the endless meetings pointless. theres no direction at all for this band or rather we change our direction too often each time there is an obstacle. i rather spend my time doing more meaningful stuff even if it means slacking at home.
ooooh i get excited every time i think of designing my room. so much that i am prepared to splash a significant amount of cash to make my room look good
i just went to geylang to have a look at my new environment. its not exactly the kind of environment i wld want to live in, its messy, noisy, bustling with crowds at every corner of the streets doing all kinds of trade, and theres heavy traffic along the main roads with cars finding difficulty parking in the side lanes. i wld very much prefer some quieter place. i'm just glad i dun have a sister or i have to wait for her at the bus stop every night to escort her home lol. every guy stares at girls walking down the streets, wondering if they are prostitutes (even i do the same lol)
haha geylang feels like the night streets of taiwan instead. Wad a change in environment. no more quiet night walks to take. but at least i can take consolation in having a big room on my own. and the many varieties of food the place can offer.
i had just quit from the band committee, cuz i dun really like the leadership and i find the endless meetings pointless. theres no direction at all for this band or rather we change our direction too often each time there is an obstacle. i rather spend my time doing more meaningful stuff even if it means slacking at home.
ooooh i get excited every time i think of designing my room. so much that i am prepared to splash a significant amount of cash to make my room look good
Friday, July 3, 2009
2010
thinking abt year 2010 makes me happy. Firstly i am a free man, cause i will ORD by then. Indeed 2 years seem like a lifetime. And i am finally getting out of this shit-hole.
And i am finally moving house, to an apartment in geylang, and i will finally have my own room, after waiting for 20 years. Which means more freedom, more time to daydream, more time to be on my own, i can design my own bedroom. Thinking abt all these just makes me smile, lol.
And my family is changing car. Its not exactly a luxury car, but its a better than average family car. A toyota camry. i am not too sure of the model though...
By 2010 i'll be gg to NTU. Its damn far from geylang can. I dun wanna stay at the hall, but i definitely will not want to spend 4-5 hours travelling to and fro everyday. I thought of renting a small house near NTU, to stay on my own and maybe my mum can come visit me during the weekends to cook for me haha. But my mum actually say she may want to BUY a small house for me near NTU for investment. OMG, life in future definitely seems good. I told her i will want to invest in the house too, but its not like i got the money la. Haha we'll see how it goes.
And i am finally moving house, to an apartment in geylang, and i will finally have my own room, after waiting for 20 years. Which means more freedom, more time to daydream, more time to be on my own, i can design my own bedroom. Thinking abt all these just makes me smile, lol.
And my family is changing car. Its not exactly a luxury car, but its a better than average family car. A toyota camry. i am not too sure of the model though...
By 2010 i'll be gg to NTU. Its damn far from geylang can. I dun wanna stay at the hall, but i definitely will not want to spend 4-5 hours travelling to and fro everyday. I thought of renting a small house near NTU, to stay on my own and maybe my mum can come visit me during the weekends to cook for me haha. But my mum actually say she may want to BUY a small house for me near NTU for investment. OMG, life in future definitely seems good. I told her i will want to invest in the house too, but its not like i got the money la. Haha we'll see how it goes.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
i am not exactly in a good mood today. i cannot find the book which i bought for my student. as a result i had no mood for tuition. and my mother took over for me for one lesson.haha and i am quite grateful to her for helping me.
and i always thought that family members should not be too calculative about money. fine then, if you wanna be calculative with me, i shall calculate too. it is actually quite saddening to know that family members actually wanna calculate money with you.
and i always thought that family members should not be too calculative about money. fine then, if you wanna be calculative with me, i shall calculate too. it is actually quite saddening to know that family members actually wanna calculate money with you.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
:(
I am sick of my current life. I drag my shoes and bag with great reluctance as i enter the camp site everyday. This type of life is simply not for me.
Joining everyone for breakfast is a must. Failure to comply is deemed as anti-social.
Watching the same routine happen over and over again every single day, waiting for things to happen.
And when things happen, we do the things a banglah worker is expected to do. Only difference is we are paid lesser.
Hearing the same person say the same things again and again and again and again for the past 1 year from morning till afternoon. Some people just duno how to shut the fuck up. Fucking irritating!!! I never hate a person so much in my life that i curse he will go dumb everyday. I wake up at night in cold sweat, after having a nightmare hearing him talk non-stop for the past 1 hr. And trust me you're lucky if its just 1 hr in real life. OMFG! I avoid sitting at the same table with him during breakfast just to not hear him talk. I hide in the corner of the office just to not hear him talk. Yet he just blabbers on and on and on and on and on and on non-stop!
Talks about dota when hes the most noob.
Talks about the SAF like hes the chief of army.
Criticises other women when his wife is the ugliest of them all.
'Shares' with people his thoughts and actions in life that are so distorted and weird that one wonders how sad his childhood can be.
Tries to create anti-sentiments about one guy with his choice of language. What an insecure bastard.
Talks about everything under the sun when he knows nothing. Not even the fact that he talks too much.
Keeps stressing the fact that he can run faster than people (not me :p) even tho hes 10 years older, which can be fucking irritating.
Irritating voice and ugly face. And ugly wife. And ugly child.
Wasted my time complaining so much about him.
No freedom to do what i want. We just stay in the office and rot till 5 pm.
Oh god 4 months+ more to go!
Joining everyone for breakfast is a must. Failure to comply is deemed as anti-social.
Watching the same routine happen over and over again every single day, waiting for things to happen.
And when things happen, we do the things a banglah worker is expected to do. Only difference is we are paid lesser.
Hearing the same person say the same things again and again and again and again for the past 1 year from morning till afternoon. Some people just duno how to shut the fuck up. Fucking irritating!!! I never hate a person so much in my life that i curse he will go dumb everyday. I wake up at night in cold sweat, after having a nightmare hearing him talk non-stop for the past 1 hr. And trust me you're lucky if its just 1 hr in real life. OMFG! I avoid sitting at the same table with him during breakfast just to not hear him talk. I hide in the corner of the office just to not hear him talk. Yet he just blabbers on and on and on and on and on and on non-stop!
Talks about dota when hes the most noob.
Talks about the SAF like hes the chief of army.
Criticises other women when his wife is the ugliest of them all.
'Shares' with people his thoughts and actions in life that are so distorted and weird that one wonders how sad his childhood can be.
Tries to create anti-sentiments about one guy with his choice of language. What an insecure bastard.
Talks about everything under the sun when he knows nothing. Not even the fact that he talks too much.
Keeps stressing the fact that he can run faster than people (not me :p) even tho hes 10 years older, which can be fucking irritating.
Irritating voice and ugly face. And ugly wife. And ugly child.
Wasted my time complaining so much about him.
No freedom to do what i want. We just stay in the office and rot till 5 pm.
Oh god 4 months+ more to go!
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
only you
What a nice song with simple lyrics. Only you can make this world seem right. Lol who can make this world seem right for me? Not feeling emo but sometimes i just wonder.
Only you
can make this world seem right
Only you
can make the darkness bright
Only you and you alone
can thrill me like you do
and fill my heart with love for only you
Only you
can make this change in me
For it's true
you are my destiny
When you hold my hand, I understand
the magic that you do
You're my dream come true
my one and only you, only you
Only you
can make this world seem right
Only you
can make the darkness bright
Only you and you alone
can thrill me like you do
and fill my heart with love for only you
Only you
can make this change in me
For it's true
you are my destiny
When you hold my hand, I understand
the magic that you do
You're my dream come true
my one and only you, only you
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